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[15 Oct 2005|07:56pm]

427895489134
hi
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DARK_DUDE BANNERS [29 Jun 2005|07:24pm]

crisis_addict
[ mood | accomplished ]

EVERYONE! I have some banners! Choose one, and put it in your info!





oo Those are the only ones so far.

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Hello there stranger... [13 Jun 2005|09:27pm]

pinkpanther786
[ mood | calm ]

Ok, so i've decided to update here, i think the only active member is Kira, but we love to hear from you :)

It'd be nice to see some new artwork, poems, lyrics from you guys.

But yeah, not been upto much lately, i have some new artwork which i haven't posted yet but i will post them soon. If you are not on my friends list than you may not have seen these so erm take a look:http://www.livejournal.com/users/pinkpanther786/66018.html#cutid1 I went to see System of a down over a week ago, so i'll get those pics up too when i finally develop them and ermmm, ooo yus, i am going to the Live8 concert so i shall have some pics from there, awesome line up in London: http://www.live8live.com/theconcerts/index.shtml

Also, i would advise you to join Make Trade Fair, it's been running for ages and i've tried to spread the word and as i'm here i might as well do the same, even if you don't join (although it's free) take a look at the website for your own sake. http://www.maketradefair.com/en/index.htm most of you will know about the state of the world, and i don't mean to sound patronizing, but from what i've seen lately there's too many people that don't know enough.

So yeah, this place is pretty dead, but keep it alive and tell all your friends to join etc, it's be nice if you just posted a link in your journal. Also, if anyone wants to put their comms as affiliates, let me know :)

Anyways muchos love ♥
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[11 Jun 2005|08:40am]

crisis_addict
[ mood | Grrr ]

GRrrRrr Motherfucker.

I really hate my computer set up. Hopefully i stops the fucking virus's, but I serioiusly need to update aim to the 5.9 so that I can link screen names.

Otherwise, life rocks.

For all of you depressive dearest inmates of mine, check out the manga Deathnote It's simply ravishing.

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Yesterday Sucked Fucking Bullets [01 May 2005|06:22am]

crisis_addict
[ mood | crushed ]

H'okay. I hope this community hasn't died. ;;_;; that would suck major bullets. (I love this phrase. I thought of it outta the blue.)

Okay, since I already ranted in my original journal about this under a private entry, I thought I mine as well try to post something here, because no one ever posts. Regardless, I Ragguu Sadia. :3

Okay okay, now back to the subject at hand:

Yesterday, I finally say this one girl I had been thinking of for about a year, since we last saw eachother a year ago, and when I finally see her again, she looks completely different and so do I. So we both aknowledge this, and then when one of my friends comes along, she has like..major hottness for him.

At first I was bitter, because I mean, if you waited a whole fucking year to see them, and even arranged a ride back for them which was like eight miles away, you'd be a bit...a bit frustrated.
So then all she wants to do is talk to me buddy, and I get kinda offended, then I make a narcisistic move, that REALLY annoyed me. I mean, yeah sure, i'm decent, but..it reallys annoys me when people keep saying shit like "OMFG!!!T0 T3h Maxx3r2222! 1'm Li3k T3h 5h122n1t33!" Vanity=bad For moi! ^^;;

Anywhoo, so first I was mad, then frustrated, because I realized finally, that my parents want me to fail at everything, then also, (I know that was left field) next I was mellow, then bitter, now I just feel fucking stupid. People should feel how they wanna feel.

^^;;; I know, that didn't flow very well, but still...

Thanks hearties for listening to me rant.

Hearts, Love, Hugs, Kisses.

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Does no one ever update on here anymore? [22 Mar 2005|02:53pm]

crisis_addict
[ mood | stressed ]

I need a smoke.

I haven't smoked in so long. But now I just all of a sudden feel stressed, annoyed- flustered, even. And I feel the need to do so.

I have two different personalities it seems. Because I have two different types of habitats; Uncomfortable, meaning when i'm alone or with one of my friends, then comfortable, when i'm with at least two people.

Jen, my girl, had this play, Seven Brides For Seven Brothers, and on one night, I went with one of my friends, and we sat in the corner, then when I was alone, apparently I am more vulnerable, for two people came and stole me and took me to the front. x.x

I wanted to be the lonely, morbidly cool, guy in the corner, but nay. NAY! They had to have ruined it.

As well, I seem to kinda snap easily at small things, obviously, when bigger things pile up. Like recently, I snapped because I thought my headphones, that I just bought, after fucking MONTHS of shitty headphones, started to get all scratchy. So I started to lash out at all those who have done me wrong. Down to my kindergarten bully, Andrew Hauches. He was in 5th when I was in Kindergarten. So yus. oo; Only, I kinda left him out, for he wasn't someone who scarred me emotionally. And that's the subject that I was on.

..So I need a smoke, but i'm not getting a smoke, for, as sad as it may seem, ( I know, "Why is he telling the unsuspecting public such information?!") it is either sex, which me girl is at the mall, and her guardians hate me, "other forms of sex, without another," (masturbation) ((For all of you who say "EWW!!" I have hormones. It happens. I mine as well profess my ignorance somewhere that it won't matter. ^^)) or a smoke.

But Hot Hot Heat, The Von Bondies, Sugarcult, and Turmion Katilot will probably cheer me up. ^^

Your inmate,
-Kira

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[21 Mar 2005|12:26pm]

crisis_addict
[ mood | amused ]

Whoo, things of interest right?

I'd consider this interesting. It was to me. (repetitious)

I cut. This is one of the principles that explain my dream. I am going out with a girl named Jenny, and a girl I know, let's call her, Betsy, just because BEtsy is a funny name, likes me. Or did, she said she loved me, but that's besides the point.

I had a weird ass dream that seemed to be like a cassette with different movies recorded on it.

-OKay, so first, Val Kilmer is in the dream and we keep talking about the apocalyptic doom and failure that is said to be succeeded within so much time. And he wore glasses, had zits, but it was Val Kilmer. (i'll re-evaluate meanings at the end) So then out of nowhere we were in the woods. Val Kilmer, and I were carrying blue prints, then we where in a replica of the Death Star. oo; Um...then next, I, I guess, met up with BEtsy, and she took me on the bed and said she wanted to fuck, and I thought that since she told me that, that it was okay by Jenny, but Jenny never answered-we never asked. So then, I couldn't get the condom on, which was odd, (shaddup) and then sex lasted like...10 seconds, (not because of me. >< That's what she said. Whoo! xD) Then she kissed me really horribly. x.x It was like trying to make out with a dying raccoon with rabies.(Don't ask how I know. x.x) Then I realized that Jen wasn't okay with it by re-evaluating it, then I kinda started beating myself up, like I do from time to time. ^^; Then all of a sudden, it went like a mix of Road To Perdition, A Clock Work Orange, 28 Days, and Damn, another one with BRad Pitt, and he was a bare-knuckle Jypsy. oo; Anywhoo...

-So then Val Kilmer, Me, a Friend and another person, were in work clothes, but I looked like an emo kid, and these guys were coming after us and I got mad crazy pised because, 1. I cheated on me girl, and 2.these guys wanted to kill one of my friends. So I went dashing, and ended up falling in a ditch/swamp. These guys were hard as hell to fucking punch. x.x So yus. Now for the meanings.

-I usually discuss the all deserved death of most people. Some people need to learn to shut their fucking traps. As well, I saw a Teen Titans and Raven was pre-desined to destroy humanity. -Then the Val Kilmer as a geek, Their true inner person should be what you care about, not looks.- The whole girlfriend thing, I was with one girl, when I cheated on her with an 18 year old. Which, I didn't want to, but I did. -I was watching the Contender and these people sucked at fighting. My headphones were sketchy and I was easily ticked off. As well, I felt like I might be losing something.

Then when I woke up, I had a bucnha slashes on my wrists, but not real slashes, like matress imprints, but they were all across my wrist. oo; So that kinda scared me. Then I hated myself for "cheating" on Jen, so that must've been why I put those on my wrists. oo;; I think. Possibly.

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Conform! Amerika ist Wunderbar [18 Mar 2005|09:10pm]

crisis_addict
[ mood | amused ]

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[08 Mar 2005|04:55pm]
mydogisrooney
[ mood | complacent ]

my appi!Collapse )

thanks for looking

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[04 Feb 2005|06:06pm]

beyonddreams
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♥my application♥ [29 Jan 2005|10:49am]

plath_nation
[ mood | hope you like me :) ]

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[23 Jan 2005|10:36am]

427895489134

Click!!

coz im bored

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[05 Jan 2005|03:43pm]

____loafers
Hey, this is Shayen. I got my username changed from pinkpolkadott to ____loafers, this one. I just thought I would let all of you guys know that. Anyway how has everyone been? The community is a bit quiet now. Hmm...have you guys ever heard of a band called Tegan and Sara? You should probably download their new song called "Walking with a ghost" it's really good.

That's it for now, more later.
<33
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Random... [23 Dec 2004|05:02pm]

pinkpanther786
Haven't posted here for a while...

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x posted [14 Dec 2004|11:25pm]

pinkpolkadott

lyrics : my chemical romance
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[20 Nov 2004|11:08pm]

_candycxnt
leaving <3

It's been fun
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[18 Nov 2004|09:14pm]

forthelastkissx
[ mood | amused ]

hey im a loser freak!Collapse )

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I Kissed Her Viciously, Maliciously, Religiously... [18 Nov 2004|11:38pm]

razorbladexsky
[ mood | cold ]

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PROMOTE...please :) [18 Nov 2004|07:02pm]

pinkpanther786
[ mood | annoyed ]

We need new members 

Get promoting...grab the banners in the Promotion Page (it has all the codes - just paste 'em in...dead easy), tell your friends, post it in your journal, whatever just promote like crazy...i would be very grateful :D

Please keep sending in your photo's, art, poetry, anything of interest :)

Thanks

xXx

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we only come out at night [18 Nov 2004|07:47pm]

_pumpkin_king
This is my fairly new painting.
x-posted by 'populair' demand.
or no demand.

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i wrote this just now [15 Nov 2004|11:44pm]

pinkpolkadott
conventional disposition they think
little do they know i am only show
it always fits together with show and tell
and tell tales of my generosity
to win their praise and find out
their address so that when they undress
i can play with red watercolours
in their nightmares
wreaking diluted red chalk
leaking metal from my wrists on to their faces
for my sake to live happily ever never
run away down the sidewalk and out of
their head
im never in their head after we're in bed
and im hesitant to point out obsession
fetch my arm to taste my mouth
violently consume my innocence
oops did i tell you you were the first?
shamelessly pretending to forget the former
new games where you forget my name
and drink the last from the cupboard
and youre ready to introduce me to your mother
but she died in her sleep last night
now that youre sober
the clues are gone
and paint in the trash
i put on your suit of skin
and head out
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[05 Nov 2004|03:21pm]

anonymous_ex
hey guys havn't posted here in a while...this is dismantlemex by the way, or at least it used to be. i'm not sure if i need to do an app. over again so can someone help me with that?? anyone??
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[05 Nov 2004|06:45pm]

_candycxnt
I need help.

Someone give me an idea for a story. I have to write, but I'm completely blank.
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[05 Nov 2004|04:54pm]

_candycxnt
Funny Faces!


and a picture of my house! which is indeed a shithole..Collapse )
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[29 Oct 2004|02:14pm]

_candycxnt
Ok I did something new with my hair.. Cut it shorter, spiked it up a bit.

Please, be brutal and be honest..

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[27 Oct 2004|03:33pm]

_candycxnt
My hair.. :'(

It went from this:

to this..

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What did I do to my hair? It looks so fucking stupid.. AAaahhh!!!
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[26 Oct 2004|03:08pm]

_candycxnt
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Mod: Eeep [23 Oct 2004|08:15pm]

pinkpanther786
[ mood | bored ]

This comm is going bust :S

Anyone care to promote...grab the banners in the user info(it has all the codes - dead easy), tell your friends and promote like crazy...i would be V greatfull.

Please keep sending in anything, photo's, art, poetry, anything of interest :)
I've posted some stuff below too.

Thanks

xXx

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X-Posted [23 Oct 2004|08:14pm]

pinkpanther786
Some of my drawings...



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X-POSTED LIKE CRAZY [17 Oct 2004|06:11pm]
_infection13_
[ mood | bored ]

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[06 Oct 2004|03:27pm]

__desespoir__
Ok, this is i_cry_emo_tears, but I got a new lj and so I'm going to use this one instead of the old one. Just thought I'd let you know.
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[06 Oct 2004|06:10pm]

_candycxnt


I need some new lj friends. No one ever gives me comments anymore.



Add and I'll add back.
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[05 Oct 2004|05:36pm]

_candycxnt
Been a while.. Not really.

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[25 Sep 2004|12:01am]

_candycxnt
Note: The sheep pj's!

Stamped and x-posted



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[21 Sep 2004|06:50pm]

djsidian
I have a new journal, _candycxnt

Add and I'll add back.
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X-Posted like crazeh! [20 Sep 2004|04:30pm]
_infection13_
[ mood | rushed ]

Ok ok, So I comment LOADS but never update! I've recently had my hair cut into a mohawk, it's not up as of yet! BUT! In due time my dears, for now, here are some low quality pictures of me looking rather nasty! x

 

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wow. im so sorry. [18 Sep 2004|12:29am]

forthelastkissx
Im sorry for not posting.

for one, my life has been really hard lately. Ive been helping my mom out who is getting sicker and sicker by the day.
My relationship life isnt going well.

and for the rest read my lj. ask to be added to my friends<33

bye guyss<3
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[16 Sep 2004|11:41pm]

djsidian
stamped and x-posted

Me and my boyfriend were playing around with my cam tonight..

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New community on the block! [15 Sep 2004|08:25pm]

c0lossus
Come join Loozer Kidz

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Stamped. [13 Sep 2004|04:50pm]

_pumpkin_king
Thought I'd post the drawing I made.

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[11 Sep 2004|09:35pm]

djsidian
I just got back from seeing Supersize Me. It was the most interesting documentary I'd ever seen. The part that stuck out in my mind most would be that he was showing these kids in school all these pictures of people and getting them to tell him who they were. The first one was george washington and they knew it was him kinda.. the second one he showed the kids had no fuckin idea who it was, then he turned the picture around to the camera and it was jesus! i was like holy shit.. then the third was of ronald macdonald and they knew him no problem and without hesitation. Just goes to show you how strongly things are advertised.

The man who was eating macdonalds for 30 days gained 5 pounds within the space of 5 days. He got depressed whenever he wasn't eating macdonalds, and he felt on top of the world when he was eating it. His liver turned completely into fat and he was going to die. It's lucky he only did it for 30 days because he actually would have died.

I strongly suggest going to see this movie. It really impacts on how unhealthy fast food is if you eat it so much.
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my first vector [10 Sep 2004|07:23pm]

dismantle_me777
[ mood | artsy ]

I've been really into computerized art lately, so i made my first vector drawing. I hope you guys like it. I'm actually quite proud of the way it turned out!

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[08 Sep 2004|10:34pm]

pinkpolkadott
x-posted: this is shayen (ugly_dollies) just informing you all that i got my old username back and this is it. thx <3byebye
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[03 Sep 2004|08:04pm]

sweet_as_sugar_
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stamped (i think) [03 Sep 2004|11:44am]

black_legend
[ mood | curious ]

I'm not sure if i'm allowed to post here or not as i haven't been accepted but it has been longer than 3 days and most people who commented on my application said yes, so if i'm not allowed to post here yet then i'm really sorry.

I just wondered if any of you have seen gothika as i thaught it was a great film so i was just wondering if anyone else shared that opinion as most of my friends thaught it was shit.

Please tell me what you thaught of it if you have seen it.

Ok bye

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stamped. new pictures. [02 Sep 2004|04:19pm]
fromstars2tears
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i love this show [02 Sep 2004|01:49pm]

dismantle_me777
[ mood | creative ]

omg i haven't posted on here for awhile so i decided to share my love for invader zim and post a few icons i made...they're all gir..<3

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pictures. [30 Aug 2004|02:26pm]
fromstars2tears
theres no beauty in bleeding mascara.Collapse )
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this is my art. [27 Aug 2004|07:24am]
fromstars2tears
when i throw up i think of you.Collapse )
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[24 Aug 2004|08:39pm]

djsidian
ok.. i want to try out for modelling (i'm going to get better pics, of course). but this is generally what i'm going for..

here's some pics. A bit of helpful advice would be greatly appreciated. :)

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